Rarely have I been more grateful for my garden than I have
been in the past few weeks.
No, the beds are not gorgeous and in full bloom – quite the
opposite. After a long winter, there’s always much to do, and this year there’s
a little more than usual as most of them seem in need of intensive
rehabilitation. We're having the house painted this year, so I may have to move some of the foundation plants at least temporarily, and that's adding to the planning, even if not to the actual work. I’m dozens of hours into it, full weekends and some nights
after work when the weather cooperates, with more to do.
My hands ache. My knees are sore, even with my fancy knee pads. My back is tired. I've
worn almost through the fingertips on my new gloves, leading to frequent bouts
of, well, let’s say somewhat colorful language when something gets in under my
nail. The pile of yard waste that will
go to the city's compost program is about the size of a Fiat. I have allergies, I think.
And I am grateful.
I’m grateful because, while I’m in my garden, I’m fighting
to define the boundaries of yard and flower bed, and working to free the tender
perennials from the grip of the weeds that so carefully and deviously surround
them, or grow right on top of them, as happens with my irises. I try to
remember where everything grew last year, where things thrived, so I can make sure they have a happy
and healthy home this year. It's tricky; some of the late bloomers
haven’t even begun to wake up from their winter’s rest.
I contemplate the monarda, marching across the beds, and question whether I could possibly
turn it into a cash crop. I look for the columbine, a vigorous self-sower which seems to be in short
supply this year. And I check on the
wisteria and the beauty bush, hoping they are strong enough to bounce back again. I struggle with what to do with the unruly
and no longer ornamental grasses, some of which have already been relegated to
the back garden. Is that where the rest
of them will spend their days, in Mikey's Meadow?
I worry about the
woodchucks and bunnies that might (no, will inevitably)
come to dinner in my urban front yard, and what will tickle their fancy this
time, as it seems to change each year. Will
they covet my coneflowers again? Or, will their palate yearn for poppies or blue flax, or maybe my phlox? I've kept
the fences on the hollyhocks, a perennial favorite, if you will, but there’s always
so much for the little devils to pick from, so many tasty young plants that are so hard to resist. I need to have a plan.
And I wonder how I can possibly keep everything safe and not have the
garden look like a war zone, how I can have it look the way it's supposed to, full of colors and textures, without its
beauty being encumbered by fence and netting.
Even with all of that, I’m grateful.
The hours I've spent in the garden are hours I've been able
to work out my frustrations on why we have such a hard time getting our collective
arms around the concept of equality and equal opportunity, and around the
concept that all lives matter: black and
white and brown and yellow and red ones, and all of the colors in between. Lives wearing police uniforms and lives
wearing police jumpsuits, or hoodies, or even the god-awful hideous sagging
pants. Lives wrapped in a rainbow flag, and lives of those who would chase
rainbows looking for a pot of gold. Lives of ‘the believers’ and of those who
believe something else entirely, or in nothing at all.
What a mess we can make of things, and yet
what an opportunity we have, I think while I’m out there in the fresh air, working on my garden melting pot.
And I've made
progress, according to the guy riding by on his bike yesterday, who shouted an
encouraging “keep up the good work, the garden’s coming along!” and the young
woman giving a piggy-back ride to a child who made a point to remind me “I
think I told you last year too, but I love your garden, it always makes me
smile.” Or one of the littlest who
whispered “pretty flowers, Mommy!” as his family walked by, pointing shyly at the white and yellow daffodils, the grape hyacinths, and the miniature tulips in the bed closest to the sidewalk.
Yes, I’m surely grateful. And it’s time to get back out there.
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